blarrghh

It's amazing how much we take for granted simple shit like being healthy.

I can't remember being this sick in... years. I can't even remember the last time I had a bonafide fever.

i can't imagine how people who are chronically ill deal with this.

I keep alternating between bouts of severe chills where i will bundle up in sweaters and blankets and shiver like crazy and then bouts of sweatiness when they tylenol flu kicks in and brings my temperature regulation back to normal levels and I am semi-functional for a couple of hours.

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i find myself continually repeating in my head Anterior hypothalamus = Air conditioning, posterior = heating.

I'm peeing like a fire hose and everything tastes like shit.

i thought i had more to say but my brain is kind of out of it.

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i want my mommy :(

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at the least my neighbor was nice enough to buy me a thermometer and some groceries, so now i can keep track of my fever, make sure it doesn't reach brain-cell killing states.