mmmmmwwwwrrrraaaaaaargggghhhhhhhhhhhhh

i have never worked this hard before for anything in my entire life. not even close. i have put in 12 hours a day for 6 straight weeks, no days off, not counting the 3 or 4 days last week where i was burnt out like hell and hit the wall and totally out of it. i have so much useless bullshit memorized in my head it's not even funny.

2 more days...

please, God, please let this go okay.

sleep update- my sleeping pills are working great, my only gripe is that i had some serious trouble focusing during my first round of questions this morning. i still did pretty well and i've been getting my highest scores ever today, so all in all i think a little drowsiness up front is much better than getting two (or zero) hours of sleep.