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man. my VAcation has turned from a chill 8-3 to an annoyingly busy 8-5. I dunno why patients keep coming in. we need to hide the signs or something. I am totally spoiled by the schedule here. Every minute after 3 hurts! I keep looking at the clock thinking wtf i'm still here?!?!..
primary care i think, is not for me. now i know why House always hated clinic duty... because it totally blows, that's why. outpatient cases are so boring. i want me some real medicine. getting sick of seeing obscure back pains we can't cure. Getting xrays or bloodwork and then handing off to specialists. or maybe i'm just bitter because i'm doing 4/5th the same job as our interns while there's a 110k differential in salary/tuition.
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lately i've been trying to figure out if my former subi is hitting on me. we've been chatting it up a lot recently and she keeps insisting we NEED to go out for some drinks together. which doesn't compute because i'm a big dork and she's cute with a gargantuan rack. i keep thinking, it's a trap- grab an ax! i mean i can be a charming pig, but come on...
and oh yeah i guess i should mention she has a boyfriend. but they're practically married. well except for the long distance thing. but he is damn rich.
i guess it doesn't compute because i don't usually get that vibe when we're hanging out (not through these insecure and blind eyes anyway). and i know i don't give that vibe out because a) i'm a coward and b) i never really looked at her that way, well except when the eyeballs would wander cuz of the aforementioned goods.
so i'm honestly 95% sure she's not interested. which is good except for the 5% chance of a desperately needed ego boost. but i wouldn't want to fuck someone else over like that anyway. and i think we make pretty awesome just friends.
it is hard to find a good medschool friend who is totally on the same wavelength as you- similar smarts, cynicism, laziness and procrastination ability. she's my new 'smart' friend now that my man-crush step1 betting partner took a year off. it's great. we can totally blow off 3 hours talking shit about stupid/mean/ugly/douche classmates/interns/residents/attendings/patients. but it's obvious we both still really care about patients and gay shit like that.
it would never work out anyway, for a number of different reasons. besides i'm totally in love with my previous subi. i just need her to get back from her away rotation so that i can make my move. and by move i mean i plan to club her on the head and drag her into my cave.
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fuck i keep coughing. i think i have TB. i will go through my records and execute all of my former patients if i ahve TB.
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i really need to study. i really really need to study. i feel like everyone is getting smarter than me and it's pissing me off. this upcoming shelf exam is starting to scare me and this damned step up to medicine book is bigger than my step1 first aid review book.
what i need to do is stop looking up reading up on dumb shit like wrestling and mma fighting news.
but check out fedor snap like a cobra and maul the shit out of tim sylvia. what an f'n assassin. hands down the scariest and most badassed mfker on the planet. (ffd to 5:30 if you want just the action):
primary care i think, is not for me. now i know why House always hated clinic duty... because it totally blows, that's why. outpatient cases are so boring. i want me some real medicine. getting sick of seeing obscure back pains we can't cure. Getting xrays or bloodwork and then handing off to specialists. or maybe i'm just bitter because i'm doing 4/5th the same job as our interns while there's a 110k differential in salary/tuition.
...
lately i've been trying to figure out if my former subi is hitting on me. we've been chatting it up a lot recently and she keeps insisting we NEED to go out for some drinks together. which doesn't compute because i'm a big dork and she's cute with a gargantuan rack. i keep thinking, it's a trap- grab an ax! i mean i can be a charming pig, but come on...
and oh yeah i guess i should mention she has a boyfriend. but they're practically married. well except for the long distance thing. but he is damn rich.
i guess it doesn't compute because i don't usually get that vibe when we're hanging out (not through these insecure and blind eyes anyway). and i know i don't give that vibe out because a) i'm a coward and b) i never really looked at her that way, well except when the eyeballs would wander cuz of the aforementioned goods.
so i'm honestly 95% sure she's not interested. which is good except for the 5% chance of a desperately needed ego boost. but i wouldn't want to fuck someone else over like that anyway. and i think we make pretty awesome just friends.
it is hard to find a good medschool friend who is totally on the same wavelength as you- similar smarts, cynicism, laziness and procrastination ability. she's my new 'smart' friend now that my man-crush step1 betting partner took a year off. it's great. we can totally blow off 3 hours talking shit about stupid/mean/ugly/douche classmates/interns/residents/attendings/patients. but it's obvious we both still really care about patients and gay shit like that.
it would never work out anyway, for a number of different reasons. besides i'm totally in love with my previous subi. i just need her to get back from her away rotation so that i can make my move. and by move i mean i plan to club her on the head and drag her into my cave.
...
fuck i keep coughing. i think i have TB. i will go through my records and execute all of my former patients if i ahve TB.
...
i really need to study. i really really need to study. i feel like everyone is getting smarter than me and it's pissing me off. this upcoming shelf exam is starting to scare me and this damned step up to medicine book is bigger than my step1 first aid review book.
what i need to do is stop looking up reading up on dumb shit like wrestling and mma fighting news.
but check out fedor snap like a cobra and maul the shit out of tim sylvia. what an f'n assassin. hands down the scariest and most badassed mfker on the planet. (ffd to 5:30 if you want just the action):
posted by Gerlad at
12:44 AM
1 Comments:
From personal experience, I can say that you're really bad at figuring out when someone wants you.
I can also say from personal experience, the dude shoulda gotten the rock on her finger! Green light!!!
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